Open an old music folder, i found a song by chance. It's called "It's gotta be you" from Backstreet Boys. It's repeating in my play-list without any tired of it. Nice song ever!!! I guess it is the best song to describe my mood and my feeling rite now. Here its lyric:

Baby it is the way you make me
Kinda get me go crazy
Never wanna stop
It is gotta be you(uh huh, uh huh)
I can not control it any more
I have never felt like this before
Mmm, you really make me lose my head
My hungry heart must be fed(uh huh, uh huh)
Baby it is the way you make me
Kinda get me go crazy
Never wanna stop
It is gotta be you(uh huh, uh huh)
All the way
It is gotta be you(uh huh, uh huh)
Everyday
I promise you I will be true, yeah
It is only you
Now I know why I was born
You feel my feelings one by one
Can not see the world I am walking through
Cause baby I see only you, oh yeah
Baby it is the way you make me
Kinda get me go crazy
Never wanna stop
It is gotta be you(uh huh, uh huh)
All the way
It is gotta be you(uh huh, uh huh)
Everyday
I promise you I will be true, yeah
It is only you
And you know
I can not see the world I am walking through
Cause of you, yeah...
It is gotta be you

Especially these sentences:

"I can not control it any more
I have never felt like this before

.......................................................
I can not see the world I am walking through
Cause of you,"

Phew~~I'm Uncontrollable.
Gonna crazy soon if I'm continuing and keep this condition.